Hey
I figured I'd write a real post. After re reading my last two posts I had to laugh to myself.
I realize that they reflect opposites in the realm of emotions...and back to back. You folx are probably thinking...What's going on with her?? lol
But while all the things I write are inspired by my life...it's not always that deep. My dad always reminds me that feelings are like traffic lights, if you stay still long enough they'll change. :)
So that is what you see reflected in my poems.
The thing about emotions is just that. They are valid, they make me human...but they can't be in total control...you know?

Anyway, I haven't mentioned much about my weight loss kick, but that's mainly because I'm busy trying to do it. :) Don't want you to think I've given up...I'm working on it. Trying to hit the gym at least 4x a week. Portion control is everything...cause no carbs is not for me. I did cut all sodas and juices. I do eat fruit tho, and plenty of water.... So, let's just see.
In terms of weight loss I haven't been weighed again yet but I think I get weighed soon
(I gotta check) But I'm not as interested in the number yet, as I am with how I'm feeling.
But as I said, I'll keep you posted.

My nephews are doing well! One is no longer in the ICU, but they are both still hospitalized. They are on feeding tubes, but are taking the bottle too. They are maintaining their temp (which is real important) and we are believing God that they'll be coming home soon. I'm praying they are home by spring break, so I can go spoil them for a week. Yippie!!

I used to wonder why people just up and stopped blogging. Yesterday I felt why. I can't explain it, but I felt it. That feeling of ..."ah, nevermind."
I'm not gonna stop blogging yet...but I have felt somewhat of a disconnect from the blogging world. If it wasn't for the therapy of logging my thoughts, experiences, and other such stuff...
I'd probably be done with it.

Well, just checking in. Talking a whole bunch about nuffin. lol

Ciao...for now