Monday, February 11, 2008

Slow Dance Anyone???

Tonite I wanna dance!



Can we wait just a minute
Slow it down for a minute now baby
Your talkin loud
Your wilding out
Don't seem like my old lady
Lets go and play the song we used to play
Can we reignite the flame
Cause things just ain't the same

We can talk about the baby
We can talk until we're crazy
We can focus on it now
Or we can focus on it later
We can start another fight
We can argue and fuss all night
But I propose that we go to floor and we slow dance

Tonight I wanna dance
Can you do that with you man yea
Tonight I wanna groove
And let the music make you move
Move yea

Can we wait just a minute
Turn that tv off for a minute
Now politics and talkin ish aint really none of my business
Let’s go and play the songs we used to play
On that old school radio
Let the music soothe your soul

Forget about the world
Im groovin with my girl
Forget about the news
Lets step on our dancin’ shoes
Lets not talk about the war
Don’t know what they fightin’ for
I propose that we go to the floor and we slow dance

Tonight I wanna dance
Can you do that with you man yea
Tonight I wanna groove
Let the music make you move
Move yea yea
Move yea yea

I love it
I love it
I love it we're slow dancin together
I love it
(repeat)
I love it I propose that we go to floor and we slow dance

Tonight I wanna dance
Can you do that with your man, yea
Tonight I wanna groove

Wednesday, February 06, 2008

A good reminder...

I know that I have a gift...writing. I love to do it, I express myself well when I write. I try to talk sometimes and the words run away from me, or get jumbled, but when I write I'm free, empowered. I got my degree in English,'cause it came easy...but when I came across a poem I wrote a year or so ago,I thought...wow, who wrote this?? I finished reading it,saw my initals at the bottom, and smiled! Not to toot my own horn, but toot toot :)
I needed the affirmation of reading it again 'cause I've been struggling with issues of self.

So here it is: it was written to an ex, as I made my exit. :)

u say u love me
but i can't feel it
and when i'm with you
that's all i want...
to feel it
all of it
from my inside out.
sometimes the way you look at me
makes me feel beautiful.
but when you're away
wonder persists
i long for the bliss
of ignorance...
but it evades me
and awareness
destroys.
i've never wanted you
to stay and leave
as badly as this.
i'm enamored with your scent
the way your skin feels
the texture
the color
beautiful
i love you
you're imperfect and i accept it
fallen in love with it
you say you love me
but you don't love me like this
strong and unconditional
lemme teach ur love a thing or two
you say love
i act love
but i'm tired of emptying my soul
loving you...
who use words
with no movement
to love
and i'm tired of believing
those words are the truth
so i have to go now
pack my love and my shoes
wipe up the tears and get one last kiss
you say you love me,
why have I never felt it?

written by CNB

Tuesday, February 05, 2008

YES WE CAN!!!!

VOTE!!!! BARAK OBAMA CAN MAKE A DIFFERENCE, WE CAN CHANGE AMERICA!!

Monday, February 04, 2008

Current Ramblings...

SO...
I am happy to say that in August 2008 I will be a LAW SCHOOL student!!!!!
YES, I got in. :)

Um..let's see, what else?

Everything is good. I bought a humungous television...i mean, i ain't never seen a tv THIS big...lol. It'z like having a movie theatre in my family room. I'm not even a tv watcher, but DANG! I wanted a 32", I ended up with a 53" surround sound, HDTV.

Ok, what else??? I am going to a Youth Conference this weekend. I am excited. God really put it on my heart to take the kids from my church, and with no money available at first...I was able to buy 28 tix at over 55 bux each!!! We recieved donations and partial payments all in about 3weeks. God is good! So I'm excited, I get to go away 4 the weekend!!! yippie!

Um, I'm working on a few other things...and I'm taking a HUGE trip in April. But all that stuff is under wraps, maybe we'll discuss more about it all later.

I watched "waiting to exhale" friday nite. It was better than I remember, and I LOVED it. It reminded me of so much, my mom, my teens, my present...lol, my girls, my love life!!! OOOH honey chile...that movie is on my top 10. But that soundtrack...WHAT??!!!???lol

I got some bomb girlfriends btw. I mean, I just love my girls. They make me smile, they make me wanna just sit around and laugh, and talk, and shop...lol. I love them so much, I'm so glad to have them.

Oh and I have big plans for Valentine's Day!!! I'll be back to share...
Thanx for reading my rant, I needed that.