Friday, March 31, 2006

feel like expressing..

it was so close
no, rather, it was here.
i touched it
felt it
tasted it.
it held me
rocked me
wiped my tears.
it filled me with hope
security
i know what it is...
i've known it
but as soon as it was sure
tangible
appreciated...
it was gone
so i catch myself
occassionally
rocking myself to sleep
certain words
certain smells...
and
i miss it
today the tears flowed
as my heart throbbed
the pain beat
of a
love
lost

2 comments:

Friar Tuck said...

i just want to give ya a big hug.

feels good b n FREE said...

funny how...this was first inspired by a particular person...

but it turned into many of my experiences and mainly the one of losing my mother...

it's something how your words will tell of your heart, even when you didn't intend it to.