On the Verge of Something

i don't know why i ever leave the "drawing board" because i keep coming back to it.
it's almost funny, my life is about a continual return to the basics.
i'm not much for explaining right now.

everything is pretty much the same. my life, for the last year has been on the verge of...
that's pretty much the same. my situation is impossible. but i believe in a God that laughs at the impossible. i have days and moments when my faith can't be shaken, then there are those moments when worry, doubt and fear slip in and grip me.

so i'm praying on that.

i did get good news today. i have a client who was just preapproved for a loan and is ready to purchase. i have another i'll be taking out next week, one who is working on securing financing...today i also got two referrals. One buyer, one renter.
You see?? on the verge.

there is always opportunity to complain. but i'm not taking the bait.
my children are good. i'm getting really busy with the young folx
at my church, and the music thing.

i need to buy a car. get this, i called leron
he's a car salesman. lol.
i told him i wanted to buy a car, i figured i'd
give him some business. he told me he'd "have to think about it" and that he wasn't sure he "wanted to see me." i just laughed. silly man.i'm not gonna buy a car there, i just wanted to see what he was gonna say.
but yeah, my hoopty is getting sick. that Honda done me good and i just don't want her to
die a horrible death...she deserves to RIP. *hehehe
maybe she can hold on til january??? i dunno.

i'm tired of the verge. i'm tired of the drawing board...
i'm ready for the next thing.


~chani-diamonds-girl (lol)