Sunday, September 20, 2009

update


It's September , and it's my favorite month. The first day of which is my bday!! So I am now 29 and absolutely geeked about it. After 25 I wanted the clock to stop. lol. However today I realize that I pray for longevity, and getting older is an answer to my prayers...So thank the Lord for 29 and I will keep thanking him for 39, and 49 and so on!! :)

I am still in school, except I have transferred to Rutgers Law. It's closer to home, but I miss my SHU fam!! I'm trying to enjoy the journey. I feel like law school is a hazing process, lol. I just wanna make it to the other side! So ya'll pray for a sister u hear??

My kids are good, getting bigger than ever. My twins just turned 9 yesterday!! I'm blown away by all that too. Their father is still a mess. I'm still learning to let go and let God. It's tough tho because sometimes I just wanna tell him to get lost.
Not that doing that would be difficult, he comes with his cape and superman get-up about 5 times a year... :(
The twins just had a bday, so he showed up LITERALLY a day late (and dollar short, lol). That irked me. But...wooooosaaaaah. I'm letting go.

Nothing worth mentioning on the dating scene. I could be involved, but I haven't felt led. Right now I am being still. I almost got caught up with an "unavailable" but incredibly attractive man. He is separated from his WIFE, and expecting his 5th child with another. Yeah, it's messy...Not what God has.

The last real post I talked about Bay-B (and the break-up) and while I still love him very much, the long distance is a heavy burden that I can't get wit (among other things).So although he doesn't want it this way now, it is.

I'm just grinding ya'll. Little time for blogging :( and trying to live my life to it's fullest. Let's keep in touch. :)

5 comments:

Friar Tuck said...

I love your pic. Looks like you are having a lot of fun as a family. So inspired to hear about how you are working hard and growing strong.

feels good b n FREE said...

hi friar!!!
i am working hard.God is great!
look at u all happy and married!! any babies??
i'ma try to blog more. lol

Ladynay said...

Look at yall! Cute fam! Law school? I must have missed that You can have that...and my prayers! LOL

feels good b n FREE said...

Hey Lady!!
Yes girl, I'm in law school, and yes i could really use some prayers.ALWAYS. thanx for the compliment. Those are my babies!! :)
I'm moving to word press guys. I hope u come visit.

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