Wednesday, September 23, 2009

This is not Goodbye!

Blogspot Family...
You have been my go-to place through alot of things. About 3 breakups, my nephews birth, my grandfather's passing, my many flights of emotion, my spiritual journey, my inability to pump gas, :). But now it's time for me to move on to the next thing.
I really hope that you can join me as I start a new blog journey.
Much luv to my old readers...and I hope to encounter some new ones. :)
much luv!

Sunday, September 20, 2009

update


It's September , and it's my favorite month. The first day of which is my bday!! So I am now 29 and absolutely geeked about it. After 25 I wanted the clock to stop. lol. However today I realize that I pray for longevity, and getting older is an answer to my prayers...So thank the Lord for 29 and I will keep thanking him for 39, and 49 and so on!! :)

I am still in school, except I have transferred to Rutgers Law. It's closer to home, but I miss my SHU fam!! I'm trying to enjoy the journey. I feel like law school is a hazing process, lol. I just wanna make it to the other side! So ya'll pray for a sister u hear??

My kids are good, getting bigger than ever. My twins just turned 9 yesterday!! I'm blown away by all that too. Their father is still a mess. I'm still learning to let go and let God. It's tough tho because sometimes I just wanna tell him to get lost.
Not that doing that would be difficult, he comes with his cape and superman get-up about 5 times a year... :(
The twins just had a bday, so he showed up LITERALLY a day late (and dollar short, lol). That irked me. But...wooooosaaaaah. I'm letting go.

Nothing worth mentioning on the dating scene. I could be involved, but I haven't felt led. Right now I am being still. I almost got caught up with an "unavailable" but incredibly attractive man. He is separated from his WIFE, and expecting his 5th child with another. Yeah, it's messy...Not what God has.

The last real post I talked about Bay-B (and the break-up) and while I still love him very much, the long distance is a heavy burden that I can't get wit (among other things).So although he doesn't want it this way now, it is.

I'm just grinding ya'll. Little time for blogging :( and trying to live my life to it's fullest. Let's keep in touch. :)