because

it's because i love you so much...
that's the reason why i can let my heart and my body wonder
back to you.

because you were mine and i was yours

first.
because it isn't fair that we are over.

because all i did was love you.
maybe i was young, nieve, maybe i wanted too much...
but i loved you never the less, blindly.
i fought through so much.
but surely it's because i love you so much
that i can't think of you being happily ever after with anyone else.
although deep inside i believe it is inevitable.

change? a curse word to you.
why? because u think somehow it makes u less of a man.
that i'm tryna change YOU.
but no. because i love you...

i wanna see YOU be the best possible YOU.
i see so much good...so much potential in you.
good that the enemy has tried repeatedly

to corrupt, taint, pervert and ultimately destroy.
you do know that is what he wants...

the enemy of your soul.
but i love you and God loves you.
all i ever wanted was to see you be the man that you can be.

i remember the past

and even some of the present

and it hurts me...

deep deep down in my soul.

my heart is so damaged, deeply scarred.

because i've loved you so much...

that is why now it can't be anything without a divine touch from God.
without change.

where ever you are tonight i pray that you are safe.

i pray that God is speaking audibly to you.

i hope something reminds you that you know what it is to be truly loved.

i pray that in this life you reach your potential.

this is my prayer...because i love you

*this is a letter i wrote to a man who wants to put "us" back together...

it moved me enuf to wanna share.

ttyl